I'm starting to lose hope when it comes to men. I'm over the crap majority of men come with. The lies and dishonesty. Really, I'm a big girl - no need to try spare my feelings. Any human being values honesty over anything else - regardless of what it is. The constant games, and going back and forth.
I've reached a point in my 'love life' that I actually don't want to meet any new guys or go on any dates anymore; it’s simply wasting my time over and over again. Because it's the whole sussing them out, getting to know them, deciding if their baggage is worth putting up with, ensure they are ambitious, mature and respectful. I cannot begin to tell you how draining that all is.
Lately the only people you meet are the ones who want a short term fling thing, or the disgraceful once off “wham-bam-thank-you-ma'am” or as they like to put it NSA (no strings attached) fun (I think they think that’s the nice way of putting it – when we all know there is no nice way of putting it haha), or the complete heartbroken ones who are too scared to even remotely speak to the other sex in case they get hurt again. And let’s not forget the issue children, who come with more baggage than my friends and I combined (I know everyone comes with issues, but sometimes some people are just insane. How they live with themselves only they know).
Where have the decent men disappeared to? Oh yes that’s right, they either already taken or gay.
This leaves me with a saddened dilemma of either remaining celibate and being alone forever, becoming lesbian, or thinning out my already non-existent patience? Decisions decisions.
Which is a real pity, because like all women, I have my little white wedding in my head with my prince charming, who would sweep me off my feet and catch me!
Wishful thinking hey?
Argh – over it. Dating is overrated and so are men!
